Dear Friends,
I am proud to be a
member of this great presbyterium which grew many folds (110) since my ordination
in Dec 1980, though quiet many (40-45) of them are no more with us today. Rather
contrary to its cherished traditions, this same presbyterium didn’t bother to
know what happened to one of its members all these days (for nearly two years)!
However, considering
myself as a responsible colleague, I feel obliged to tell you why I kept myself
out all these days, though you may not be quite interested to know of it. I
tried to live as public as possible and don't want that to be an affair between
a bishop and a priest.
It rather becomes an
imperative when the archbishop identifies/interchanges himself with the diocese
and has a taken a stand of not minding anyone who dissents, if not rebels or
agitates against matters seemingly of serious consequences to the diocese. Had
enough confrontations with him in private and in the last one he dared me to
challenge him in public, if I could! That was not becoming of anyone
comfortably placed in a high pedestal. I can very well take up that challenge,
provided he takes his position on a level ground. Why can't he have a genuine
evaluation of his episcopacy?
He is no more in
command, at least with regard to me. I have defied him, rather his policies
enough. Why is he not initiating any disciplinary action?
He seems to act like
Louis XIV who in his arrogance said ‘I am the state’ and Indira Gandhi of whom
it was said, ‘Indira is India and India is Indira!’
You, my friends,
stand to gain one thing or other by apparently approving everything he does or
says. That may be the reason why most of us, most of the times kept quiet even
in matters of serious consequences affecting the destiny of our beloved people
who deserve much more than what is thrown to them.
As for me, I have opted
out, when I was denied of a basic information as a responsible charge of a ministry. This was in the background of two of our
schools, the only ones in the entire district, to get disqualified for not
providing the basic amenities as directed by the honourable High Court of
Kerala.
Of late we learn with
alarm, shock and surprise, how the very lieutenants whom the CM trusted betrayed/cheated
him and ultimately the state and its peoples! If so, how much more will it be in
our situations, especially in the fiscal matters. Transparency and
accountability should be the hallmark of any genuine administration, even that
of the church for that matter. But he wants us to believe him and his
lieutenants! It is not enough to be just and truthful but one should look to be
so.
Even in the liturgy,
he is arbitrary and autocratic to the extent of giving scandal. How can a
bishop let the Mass be put on hold/stopped/paused for a considerable time for
him to come and bless a marriage? Can’t he come little early and attend the
Mass of the edification of the faithful? Or let him preside over the Eucharist
and bless the marriage. How can one justify posing for photos intra Missa? Has
he ever let a priest preach and listened to him? Is it only a bishop’s
prerogative to preach? ‘Brevity is the soul of wisdom.’ What a lengthy sermon
he preaches, without any regard for precious time! His disregard for
punctuality speaks volumes!
He seemingly is no
more in command of things!
After
almost two years, I am here amongst you, my fellow priests, though, none of you
seemingly hasn’t bothered to know what happened to me all these days! [However,
wishing to be a responsible colleague, would like that you be told of the
reasons why I stayed out with enough pain.]
This
diocese of ours gave me the ‘community’ identity, of which I am proud of. And
this great community is still said to be ‘backward’, a constant refrain by the
authorities, in spite of the developments our valiant people carved out of
their sheer determination and hard work giving no credit to anyone.
One of my friends the
other day (3.7.13) persuaded me not to confront the so called ‘authority’, but
tactfully move to empower the people ultimately. This needs to be heeded to.
Let me try.